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Woman of Valor: Courageous, Brave & Resilient
Meet Kerry
Mother, Shaman & Author
Kerry grew up in southern California in a single-mother household. Her challenging family life left her feeling isolated. She struggled socially, so she put her energy elsewhere. At 14, she started a 6-year career at Hot Dog on a Stick until her college pursuits in Chinese and Religious Studies consumed her. After getting married in 1995 to an Israeli man she met in Tibet, (Kerry Bouzaglo) she received a master's degree in East Asian Studies from the University of California in September 1997. That same month, she became pregnant with her first of three children. In 2005, she divorced and started working at a large health insurance company in the compliance department.
In 2015, her mother passed away on her 45th birthday. That's when she knew she had to embrace her psychic gifts and heal from her childhood trauma. The next 10 years felt like a treacherous and exhilarating roller coaster ride. She attempted suicide, embraced her shamanic gifts and experienced enlightenment. She learned how to transform her emotional wounds into personal wisdom from shamans, psychologists, physicists, yogis and other medical professionals.
However, her opportunities for personal growth were best found within romantic relationships. She needed a heart-to-heart connection with several powerful men to mirror her wounds back to her for self-improvement opportunities. They were a chess champion, Justin Waller (& Andrew Tate), two decorated fire academy instructors and a former FBI assistant special agent in charge. They showed her how the universe is a mirror. Her male counterparts--her opposites--proved to be her best mirror of all. Now, she is ready to share the knowledge and wisdom she gained with others as inspiration to transform their emotional wounds into personal wisdom.
My Inner Heroine: Exploring Feminine Pain
"Pain is beautiful, because it reveals what longs to be healed."
For years, I lived in the depths of my wounds, carrying the weight of unspoken pain. In just five years, I faced the brink of my own existence, attempted suicide, and emerged reborn—stepping into my power as a shaman and experiencing the profound light of enlightenment. This is my journey—raw, unfiltered, and deeply transformational.
Through the shadows of my past, I discovered an untapped reservoir of confidence, love, and self-worth waiting to be unearthed. Healing was not gentle—it was an initiation, a passage through fire that tested my very being. Only after enduring 35 years of debilitating lower back pain did I receive the wisdom above that would finally set me free.
This book is an invitation to walk beside me through the highs and lows of self-discovery. I lay bare my deepest emotions, my struggles, and the pivotal moments that shaped me. Six men entered my life—each one a mirror reflecting back my wounds, forcing me to confront them, transform them, and rise. They became my greatest teachers, my unexpected heroes.
If you've ever felt lost in your pain, uncertain of your worth, or trapped in the echoes of your past—this book is for you. May my journey awaken something within you, stirring your own healing, your own awakening.
Because within every wound, there is wisdom. And within every shadow, there is light.
5-Star Book Reviews
Book Review 1
"This book is an excellent healing tool. This book is great for any woman needing a new perspective on healing, self-reflection, or guidance on how to "turn your wounds into wisdom". The author presents the necessity of self-acceptance in a healing and spiritual journey that inspires readers to look inward to grow."
Book Review 2
"I didn't expect a book on healing feminine pain to include men like Andrew Tate or Justin Waller, but the way Kerry reframes their presence in her life was powerful. Instead of idolizing or criticizing them, she explores how their masculine energy mirrored parts of herself she needed to confront"
Book Review 3
"This book doesn't hold back. Kerry shares her experience in a psychiatric hospital and raises serious concerns about how mental health is handled—especially for women. It’s a brave critique, and it made me think deeply about the systems we trust with our most vulnerable moments."
Book Review 4
"The level of honesty here is almost uncomfortable but in the best way. I read it in two days and cried more than once. If you’ve ever struggled with self-worth, this is for you."
Book Review 5
"You’ll finish this book feeling both cracked open and strangely empowered. Kerry doesn’t just break.. she rebuilds in a way that feels totally attainable."
Book Review 6
"I think this is a new way to look at pain. When I saw names like Andrew Tate, Jared, and even Justin Waller mentioned, I was hesitant. But the way Kerry uses them as emotional mirrors instead of moral icons gave me a new perspective. Her story isn’t about them. It’s about how her encounters (real or energetic) with their personas helped her face deeply buried pain. Thoughtful and unexpected."
Book Review 7
"Very raw storytelling. This book was like sitting down with someone who actually gets it. Kerry’s honesty about her trauma, motherhood, and emotional pain made me feel seen in ways therapy never could."
Awards & News Articles
Podcast Guest 5-Star Reviews
heal Podcast Review
"Kerry Blaser was a deeply intuitive and empowering guest on the Heal Podcast, where she shared how to Transform Emotional Wounds Into Personal Wisdom. Kerry revealed how unresolved trauma can be alchemized into strength, clarity, and spiritual growth through self-awareness, energy healing, and inner work. She offered powerful tools to help listeners release emotional pain and reconnect with their true selves. She spoke with compassion, depth, and healing presence. Her message is a guiding light for anyone ready to turn past pain into purposeful transformation. This episode is a must-listen for those seeking emotional freedom and soulful wisdom."
A Contagious Smile Podcast Review
"Having Kerry Blaser on the show was nothing short of extraordinary. Her vulnerability, wisdom, and authenticity brought an energy to the episode that was both soul-stirring and enlightening. Kerry doesn’t just speak—she transforms. Her story of trauma, awakening, and feminine reclamation isn’t just powerful—it’s revolutionary. She shared personal truths that most would never dare speak out loud, and in doing so, gave our audience a sacred mirror to reflect on their own healing journeys. Her ability to weave spiritual insight, emotional intelligence, and real-world resilience was truly next-level. Kerry was professional, passionate, and deeply engaging. She connected not just with me as a host, but with every listener who needed her voice in that moment. If you're looking for a guest who will move hearts, challenge minds, and awaken courage—Kerry is it."
Mind Over matter podcast
"Kerry Blaser is a powerful voice of transformation, courageously sharing her healing journey through trauma, feminine pain, and self-reclamation in My Inner Heroine. Blending emotional honesty with spiritual insight, her work invites deep reflection on womanhood, resilience, and the role of masculine mirrors in feminine growth. With a unique Red Pill Shaman perspective and a background in East Asian studies and energy healing, Kerry offers a bold, thought-provoking lens on self-love and awakening."
Inner peace, better health
"Kerry Blaser brings a brave and compelling voice to the conversation around healing, identity, and feminine resilience. Her journey raw, deeply introspective, and grounded in both science and spirituality offers powerful insight for anyone seeking transformation. A truly inspiring guest with a story that stays with you."
lethal venom podcast
"Kerry is so sweet! She has such an inspirational story and is not afraid of sharing her truth. Her resilience shines through her storytelling. Had a great conversation!"